s.w.e.e.t.e.n.e.r

like a fish on the land, like a bird trapped in a cage.

I call it excessive.excessive anger, excessive crying, excessive confusion,excessive silent,excessive weakness.

I do not even care about this honesty.

and really,

I need a sweetener. This seasoning is too mixed up. This time, I need a sweetener.

I want to run into your arms one by one.

no need to talk, I just need to see into your eyes.

and there, I was in it. but I know, you also have life.

where there is no me in it.

I was not even a great human. I'm not ashamed to admit my time limit has passed. in my heart, I scream your name one by one. I wish there's someone who look back at me. see me in the eyes.

and that's enough. you do not have to stay longer with me.

you were a sweetener in a cup of tea that I brewed. you were a sweetener in every cake that i ate. you were a sweetener in any bread that I baked.

you are sweet in my heart.

dear all my friends,

you never know how deep my affection for you, and how much I need you in every step.

your support is a vitamin for me.

This time I was in a critical condition.

not dying, but almost died.